Life in a Love

Beloved!
While I am I, and you are you,
So long as the world contains us both,
Me the loving and you the loth,
While the one eludes, must the other pursue.
My life is a fault at last, I fear:
It seems too much like a fate, indeed!
Though I do my best I shall scarce succeed.
But what if I fail of my purpose here?
It is but to keep the nerves at strain,
To dry one's eyes and laugh at a fall,
And baffled, get up to begin again,—
So the chase takes up one's life, that's all.
While, look but once from your farthest bound,
At me so deep in the dust and dark,
No sooner the old hope drops to ground
Than a new one, straight to the selfsame mark,
I shape me—
Ever

A Meaning to my "LIFE"

Over a year has passed since I went away in search of a dream believing in my heart that it was the right thing to do. To find my own place in this world, to search for a secure future be free from all the restrictions of my life. I guess I was more than dreaming when I flew away believing I will find the greener pasture at the other side of the globe, believing life was way better than what I've been used. Off I went not knowing I was half dreaming and half awake and what I perceive to be the greener pasture prove to be a wake up call for me lets just say I did learn some hard life lessons and valuable experiences. For all that I've went through that journey no matter how miserable I might have felt, how hopeless life seems to be, the constant tears and the fight to really find what I'm looking for was an experienced I wouldn't have trade for anything at all. It was indeed a very humbling time for me and for once not be engrossed in my sometimes self-centered world. I learn to value friendship and how much it helps keep your spirit alive despite the dark times you're experiencing. I learn to smile at the simple things and be grateful for everything that I have because I didn't realize at that time how blessed I am because I'm too focused with my own longings and desires.

After all the constant battle of finding my own path in life I realize that what I've been chasing after is not really what I want. The gold that glitters can't really satisfy all your longings in life. It can probably fill an immediate need but to be fully contented one's emotional need can only be contend if one is full of love in his heart. Not only is life meaningless without love but as an individual you will continually be dissatisfied with what you have, constantly struggling to find total satisfaction. However, if one has a lot of love to give then for sure life is more precious because it will return to you hundredth times. I'm not just talking about romantic love but love in its totality, no restrictions, no conditions, no boundaries. But sometimes its so hard to find that kind of love because we are humans bound by societies dictates and norms and we can't even love unconditionally. We love conditionally and that's normal because we're just humans and if in case we can love unconditionally absolutely perfect. But then again no one is perfect except God and he is the only one who can love us unconditionally no if's no but's. So the next time you try to find a perfect love look up because that's the only place you can find it but since we're still here on earth just be satisfied with imperfect love because that's the best thing you could get. So what's the point of all this rambling well that's one of the lesson I've learn while chasing my dreams and made me realize what is the deepest longings in my heart and yes I now know what I really want in my life.

Life's journey!

Life is a journey filled with lessons, hardships, heartaches, joys, celebrations and special moments that will ultimately lead us to our destination, our purpose in life. The road will not always be smooth; in fact, throughout our travels, we will encounter many challenges. Some of these challenges will test our courage, strengths, weaknesses, and faith. Along the way, we may stumble upon obstacles that will come between the paths that we are destined to take. In order to follow the right path, we must overcome these obstacles. Sometimes these obstacles are really blessings in disguise, only we don't realize that at the time. Along our journey we will be confronted with many situations, some will be filled with joy, and some will be filled with heartache. How we react to what we are faced with determines what kind of outcome the rest of our journey through life will be like. When things don't always go our way, we have two choices in dealing with the situations. We can focus on the fact that things didn't go how we had hoped they would and let life pass us by, or two, we can make the best out of the situation and know that these are only temporary setbacks and find the lessons that are to be learned. Time stops for no one, and if we allow ourselves to focus on the negative we might miss out on some really amazing things that life has to offer. We can't go back to the past, we can only take the lessons that we have learned and the experiences that we have gained from it and move on. It is because of the heartaches, as well as the hardships, that in the end help to make us a stronger person. The people that we meet on our journey, are people that we are destined to meet. Everybody comes into our lives for some reason or another and we don't always know their purpose until it is too late. They all play some kind of role. Some may stay for a lifetime; others may only stay for a short while. It is often the people who stay for only a short time that end up making a lasting impression not only in our lives, but in our hearts as well. Although we may not realize it at the time, they will make a difference and change our lives in a way we never could imagine. To think that one person can have such a profound affect on your life forever is truly a blessing. It is because of these encounters that we learn some of life's best lessons and sometimes we even learn a little bit about ourselves. People will come and go into our lives quickly, but sometimes we are lucky to meet that one special person that will stay in our hearts forever no matter what. Even though we may not always end up being with that person and they may not always stay in our life for as long as we like, the lessons that we have learned from them and the experiences that we have gained from meeting that person, will stay with us forever. It's these things that will give us strength to continue on with our journey. We know that we can always look back on those times of our past and know that because of that one individual, we are who we are and we can remember the wonderful moments that we have shared with that person. Memories are priceless treasures that we can cherish forever in our hearts. They also enables us to continue on with our journey for whatever life has in store for us. Sometimes all it takes is one special person to help us look inside ourselves and find a whole different person that we never knew existed. Our eyes are suddenly opened to a world we never knew existed- a world where time is so precious and moments never seem to last long enough. Throughout this adventure, people will give you advice and insights on how to live your life but when it all comes down to it, you must always do what you feel is right. Always follow your heart, and most importantly never have any regrets. Don't hold anything back. Say what you want to say, and do what you want to do, because sometimes we don't get a second chance to say or do what we should have the first time around. It is often said that what doesn't kill you will make you stronger. It all depends on how one defines the word "strong" It can have different meanings to different people. In this sense, "stronger" means looking back at the person you were and comparing it to the person you have become today. It also means looking deep into your soul and realizing that the person you are today couldn't exist if it weren't for the things that have happened in the past or for the people that you have met. Everything that happens in our life happens for a reason and sometimes that means we must face heartaches in order to experience joy.

My Beautiful and Memorable time at Summer camp and Art fest ! !

I must thank smart potato and MAD Live for giving me such nice exposure...Had amazing time with the kids at summer camp ...and amazing way was to end it with the stage show..Kids really rocked the dance performance taught by us ....Now when it has comes to an end ....We keep missing the kids who in just a month of time had become a part of our life we all of them had a gr8 bonding with each other...Everything worked out was the best experience to learn ..There was lot of craft activities, dance, music , masti maza, lots of hustle bustle, ...What was most memorable is Kids bringing the centipede from sand area into the classroom and scaring Me and Rama badly...and we both keep on shouting of fear.... I cannot forget a Kid name Tanay unknowingly put a cockroach on my lap one day and my reaction was literally shouting ….but I should say he took out my fear from cockroaches keeping the cockroach on my lap. Though it was a very scary experience but they enjoyed it and kept on shouting angel I scared u angel(as this was a theme of fairy tale land A teacher had to b told as angel) I scared u … and me giving them angry look ……..The kids were really naughty…still we miss them and love them …What the worst part was the camp was divided in to 2 weeks , 3 weeks 4 weeks 5 weeks 6 weeks depending on the batches…it was really fun with kids who remained till the end …but we really missed the kids who left us on 2,3,4, 5 ,6^th week …We din like the batch system ..We wanted the kids to stay from starting to end of the camp…though only few stayed back but it was fun ……..and most amazing part was some kids were last years kids who attended camp this year too…I was very much delighted to see them back again……We had lot of good time together. We being trainers also enjoyed and became a kid …..what was d best part between me and my coworker friend Rama was we had full to dhamal and masti….for eg A School watchman went on leave and we always reached ½ early to school for keeping things ready ………so daily we used to climb a very big gate of the school and get inside the school ….when I tried it for the first time it was very difficult for me I tried to climb but could not do it ….it happened 4 moves than finally when I saw Rama climbing up the gate in a one move I decided that I will also do it in 1 move and was myself surprised to see climbing a very big gate and while we were climbing we were really laughing at each other ..That was funniest part we had….we started doing this continuously for 1 week ......kya maza aaata tha …...that was really adventurous and a part of small exercise we can say … there was many excited things we had during a camp…We also shouted on kids when they did not listen to us and did not complete there activities, misbehaved and fighting with each other …we had to be sometime harsh and strict to them which we did not like but had no other options….Most beautiful part was colouring ….we and kids loved colouring …we mixed up combinations of colours and reinvented new colours …for every activity ….each and every moment was been clicked to create a beautiful memory in our life so that we don’t forget each other for a life time….We also got drenched in a rain when it started raining can say we had a rain dance all together …all fun …..Most amazing part was d camp fest …we were preparing them for a dance since 2^nd week and at last two weeks we came to know the song has been changed than too we managed it and made them perform on stage very well. And that was the last day with kids and kids were going home since some of them came from different cities…ofcourse we really miss them because now there is no one to poke us tease us and frighten us with insects. We had got so many wishes and compliments of doing a gr8 job! It feels like our hard work has shown up the fruits to us. I feel really delighted and happy when someone tells me that u have done great job and this just happened because of the kids and other staff members who motivated us, helped us in each and every possible way. They deserve a big Thank u

I m including my experience in my blog because I want each and every person who reads my blog, the follower and the person who inspired me to make up the blog should read it, and of course the kids who attended the camp …I know small kids wont b able to read but big kids can read it …Most amazing part is the big kids they are on the face book and we can keep in touch with them. I love u all the kids who were with us and miss u all of them love from your Happy Angel and Meow didi Ami …. Wishing u all of them to see back again next year hopefully and don’t forget my words work hard and study well with lots of enjoyment and fun in ur life …love u all!

If a drop of water falls in a lake, there is no identity. But if it falls on a leaf of lotus, it shines like a pearl. We need to choose the best place where we can shine

Lots of love and smiles:):) from,
AMI

Things Important in life!

Sometimes people come into your life and you know right away that they were meant to be there, to serve some sort of purpose, teach you a lesson, or to help you figure out who you are or who you want to become.

You never know who these people may be - a roommate, a neighbor, a professor, a friend, a lover, or even a complete stranger - but when you lock eyes with them, you know at that very moment they will affect your life in some profound way.

Sometimes things happen to you that may seem horrible, painful, and unfair at first, but in reflection you find that without overcoming those obstacles you would have never realized your potential, strength, willpower, or heart.

Illness, injury, love, lost moments of true greatness, and sheer stupidity all occur to test the limits of your soul. Without these small tests, whatever they may be, life would be like a smoothly paved straight flat road to nowhere. It would be safe and comfortable, but dull and utterly pointless.

The people you meet who affect your life, and the success and downfalls you experience, help to create who you are and who you become. Even the bad experiences can be learned from. In fact, they are sometimes the most important ones.

If someone loves you, give love back to them in whatever way you can, not only because they love you, but because in a way, they are teaching you to love and how to open your heart and eyes to things.

If someone hurts you, betrays you, or breaks your heart, forgive them, for they have helped you learn about trust and the importance of being cautious to whom you open your heart.

Make every day count. Appreciate every moment and take from those moments everything that you possibly can for you may never be able to experience it again. Talk to people that you have never talked to before, and listen to what they have to say.

Let yourself fall in love, break free, and set your sights high. Hold your head up because you have every right to. Tell yourself you are a great individual and believe in yourself, for if you don't believe in yourself, it will be hard for others to believe in you.

You can make anything you wish of your life. Create your own life and then go out and live it with absolutely no regrets.

And if you love someone tell them, for you never know what tomorrow may have in store.

Learn a lesson in life each day that you live!
Today is the tomorrow you were worried about yesterday.
Think About it? Was it worth it?